Amra roj nana rokom katha boli, konota dorkari, kono ta odorkari, kono ta iche kore, konota onichhe kore... amio ekta katha bole feli ajke... Odorkari katha... Jeta hoyto na bolle o ei prithibir kichhu asbe jabe na, kintu tao boli, karon amra onek kaj kori jate karur kono change hoy na... eta teo na hoy naa e holo...Dekhte dekhte arekta gorom kal ese gelo... amar khub pochonder abar opochhonder krishnochura gachh gulo abar lal lal ful e vore gechhe... dekhte dekhte bachha belar ekta katha mone pore gelo. aj theke 3 bochhor age takhon college e portam, test sodyo sesh hoyechhe 3rd yr er, barite bose achhi, ar barite notun net connection asay chat kora sikhchhi. emon somoy dupur belar dik e ekta bapar hoyechhilo. didi r gtalk ta hothat on hoye giye ekta blue shirt pora chhele r chhobi 2 ekta katha bolte suru kore dito, savabik vabe e off kore ditam ami. Ekdin bikel e tution chhilo na, to didi ke dekhlam oi neel tar sathe e katha bolchhe. khoj niye janlam or nam avishek, in short avi, aro kichhu janlam segulo less important. keno jani didi r oi chat ta dekhe e amar mone holo chhele tar sathe alap korle kemon hoy, so kore nilam amar id tar sathe miliye dustumi kore bollam amar nam bipasha, kintu naam ja e hok kodin e e or sathe besh valo bondhutto hoye gelo amar, chirokal er chhoru, tai kodin baad nijer naam tao bole fellam, seta chhilo probably amader bondhutter suru. valo alap hoye gelo, onek golpo haasi, phne e katha bolte bolte kokhon jeno oke amar bondhur theke ektu besi valo lege gelo, kono katha na vebe chinte bokar moto kemon egiye gelam ami... mone hoechhilo ki jani sesh e ki hobe, kintu tarpor e mone hoyechhilo ami kichhu ke voy pai na... evabe e cholchhilo, hothat ekdin janlam je avi kolkata chhere chole jachhe, kobe firbe kono thik nei, thik korlam nijer katha ta janano uchit, ki vebe janiye o dilam
o bollo... "amar theke kono rokom expectation rakhis na". bisesh kichhu na, chardik ta ektu jeno bodle gelo, Tv er advertise e dekhay serom hothat chardik ta b/w hoye gelo. notun chakri kaje e besi vabar fursot holo na. koek mas bad, hothat khabor pelam je, o notun karur sathe engage hoye gechhe, ebar o chardik e kono poriborton holo na. amar khali mone holo ki jani... tokhon vabar jaygay o chhilam na. amar dui khub kachher bondhu tara khali janto. ar amake joto ta para jay support o korechhilo kintu je chorom frustration e chhilam setake tarate pareni, karon ora janto e na. ami bolte e parini, er e majhe hothat chakri ta chhere dilam, sobai janto, janto keno ekhn o jane amar offce er environment suit korchhilo na, asole na tokhon amar kachhe sob e meaningless lagto, sometimes beche thaka tao...
Sei dupurbela gulo te nijeke onek ta somoy dite parlam, kaj korte laglam, onyo jaygay nijeke busy rakhte laglam, kintu tao jakhon mone hoto, sei katha ta e ghure asto amar mathay, sob e kemon meaningless lagchhe... ei somoy aro notun 2jon er sathe bondhutto holo, je rasta tay khuriye khuriye cholchhilam oder dujon er bondhutter fresh hawa amake notun oxygen dilo, ekta ektu dushtu duhtu echore paka kintu sweet type, arekta ektu boddha gochher sob jani sob bujjhi marka irritating attitude niye o amar bondhu hoye gelo... er e modhye
koekta ghotona r modhye diye jante parlam je nei bole amar sob kichhu meaningless lagto, se asole ekta genuine lok e naa. ar sedin theke aaj o ami ei bole santona pai ki vagyis o sedin amake han bole dayni... ei trauma r somoy tate amake max help korechhilo j tar katha ami kothao bolbo na karon o amar jonyo ja korechhe konovabe bole e tar kono bakhya hoy na..tai or katha bollam na ami
ekta odhyay sesh hoye gelo, to ja bolchhilam, notun dui bondhu holo, 2jon er sathe adda golpo korte korte ekdin sunlam ekjon ke jete hobe, tar career dekechhe take... ektu kharap laglo, kintu chap chilo na karon amader main je adda r sutro seta r kono ghatti hobe na... to o chole gelo, becharar tokhon lappy nei, lab e besikhon thakte pare na. sei obokash e arekjon er sathe amar sokhyota ta onekta besi e hoye gelo... ar jeta sob theke dukher bapar, ager bar je kaj ta kore ami eto dukho peyechhilam, ami abar ghure fire sei kaj ta e kore boslam. Kintu ghor pora goru sidure megh dekhle voy pay, tai ami thik korechhilam, ja hok ebar ar egobo na, somosto bapar ta ghuliye jabe, tar theke thak amar ekta valo bondhu achhe sei niye e ami happy, Kintu kothay jeno sunechhilam "People often meet his destiny on the road he takes to avoid it". Amar sathe o seta e holo, kichhute e na, eta hote pare na, sob vul, vabar chesta korte korte ami dekhlam ekdin o na ele amar kemon tension hote suru kore day, khabor na dile kemon kharap lage, bujhlam... its too late, ebar amake abar oi rasta te e cholte hobe, jeta ke age ekbar voy peyechhilam ami...
Tai ekhon oi rastay e cholchhi, jani na pore ki achhe, jekono ekta achhe, hoy onek alo nahole onek ondhokar, kintu jaai thak ami voy pai na... oi ondhokar ke accept kore niye o bolchhi, ami toke valobasi re, jani na oke ami konodin ei katha ta janate parbo kina, hoyto janabar sathe e oke harabar je voy ta sorbokhon thake seta e hobe amar sathe, kintu tahole o... ebar ami ar voy pai na.. ja hobe seta ke thik face kore nebo ami...
Ar voy o nei, sei 2to bondhu amar achhe, thik jani joto e jai hok amar pith chaprate thik kothao na kothao theke hajir hoye jabe ora... Tai ekhon ekta e kaj opekha koraa... somoy amake ki day... sobar moto amio ajke tar e opekhay roilam...
P.S. Ami khub e kharap likhiye, tai grammatical ebong onyanyo vul gulo chokh e porle khma prarthi :P
